I have been pastoring for almost 2 years now. I have already faced many challenges in my ministry and I could say that I have overcome a lot them. From the failures in my programs, financial setbacks, up to the criticism I get from the brethren, these, I have already overcome. However, something has been really bothering me for more than a week now. It has been 4 nights already that I have not been sleeping well at night because that dilemma never leaves my mind. I think I am starting to be fed up with my daily routines. I can see that passion within me to work harder each day starting to subside. Am I really called? Will I be able to continue my ministry? Am I really fitted for this job? These are some of the questions that have been running in my mind. What causes these doubts? Is it part of the test of my commitment to the ministry? Or I am just starting to realize that I am not meant for this noble work? Somebody help me!
